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i was writing my thanksgiving message last new year's even then when i was writing this certain line pertaining to 2024, suddenly a voice in my head says I will die this year. I just brush it off after that and just do my praying stuff. now from time to time i still got thought of it but this time thinking of dying somehow give me a sense of relief. im not deppress or anything but i just notice myself that i appreciate being alone these days aside from playing with my kid. i never told this to anyone to prevent them thinking im weird. has anyone undergone the same thing ive been with? Thanks

You are not alone.

When extreme negativity sets in, you will think of it one way or another.

Please brush that thought off, think of your family and kids, talk to positive people around you.

Stay strong and don't indulge in that thought further.

Koro - no but listen to it. Arrange your affairs while there is time. I had to have really really bad surgery on Nov 6. I was given a 3% chance of not making it. I arranged my affairs (will, insurance etc) and was at peace about passing if it happened.

Koro. Please take care. Wishing all to be well

Koro..i don't have this feeling, but I have the thought of my existence in this world. that could it had been better if I never existed..

hi all thanks for the kind words. actually im not afraid of dying. im just concern how will i die, i prefer i die during sleep so no pain.

korosensei wrote: ↑

Thu, 04 Jan 2024 5:09 am

hi all thanks for the kind words. actually im not afraid of dying. im just concern how will i die, i prefer i die during sleep so no pain.

I want to be eaten by a wild animal.

That is horrifying!!!

I would like to be in my sleep, in peace

PNGMK wrote: ↑

Thu, 04 Jan 2024 9:23 am

I want to be eaten by a wild animal.

PNGMK wrote: ↑

Thu, 04 Jan 2024 9:23 am

korosensei wrote: ↑

Thu, 04 Jan 2024 5:09 am

hi all thanks for the kind words. actually im not afraid of dying. im just concern how will i die, i prefer i die during sleep so no pain.

I want to be eaten by a wild animal.

I've thought about going off an 800 foot cliff on my motorcycle. At speed, don't make that last turn.

I’ve had dreams that came true years later; one that stands out was a car accident, matched up right down to the bits of broken bits safety glass on the passenger floor.

I’ve also had these weird moments where I felt like I got a glimpse of the future, but it was like a movie reel on super high speed… I couldn’t get any details, only some loose sense of it.

It's called an intrusive thought, and many people get them, especially when stressed/anxious. I just put them in the intrusive thought box, and go do something fun.

I have had such Deja Vu, psychic experience before. Feels so familiar but faint and seems like happened before. Always trying very hard to recall the scenes.

Goosebumps inducing moment I am sure

malcontent wrote: ↑

Fri, 05 Jan 2024 10:53 am

I’ve had dreams that came true years later; one that stands out was a car accident, matched up right down to the bits of broken bits safety glass on the passenger floor.

I’ve also had these weird moments where I felt like I got a glimpse of the future, but it was like a movie reel on super high speed… I couldn’t get any details, only some loose sense of it.

i also got a weird dream but it happen few months after i dreamt about it. in my dream i was inside an OR and there was a nurse waking me up and idk why the nurse is waking me up. then this became a reality when i passed out during giving birth the doctor are waking me up because my heartbeat and my baby's heartbeat is falling. it feels like im watching a movie. cause i see my body there. i thought i was already dead

Dejavu is quantum mechanics at work I suspect.

PNGMK wrote: ↑

Thu, 04 Jan 2024 9:23 am

korosensei wrote: ↑

Thu, 04 Jan 2024 5:09 am

hi all thanks for the kind words. actually im not afraid of dying. im just concern how will i die, i prefer i die during sleep so no pain.

I want to be eaten by a wild animal.

"Oooo, Grandma... what big claws you have!!!"